Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year!

Happy new year! (I'm posting this at 12:00, the beginning of the 1st where I live.) Ugh finally, I've had such a hectic week I don't know where to begin, but I'll talk more about that later, right now I'm too tired to even go watch the damn fire works, I've been up partying with tons of friends all day and night and I'm almost thankful that I can go to sleep now.

Baaah, I didn't even reach my 4th drink, I was so slow at drinking tonight, I was too busy dancing to care about the strange feeling I had, well, Happy New Year everyone! I hope you all have a great day and start of the year, I'd love to start mine off by getting some sleep. I'll post more about my hectic week and so forth tomorrow or so forth, right now, sleeeeep is much needed.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Paranoid.

I admit, lately I've been a bit paranoid, glancing at the large group of tree's around my house because I swear there is some one there, perhaps I'm just being paranoid either that or it's just one of my neighbors. My animals continue to act crazy and now I'm even hearing flood warnings referencing the ark and dinosaurs as a joke, It hurts my brain to think that these people even thought these kind of things were funny. I've even been sleeping with my katana by my bed lately because it seems like some one keeps entering our house when no one is about.

I keep finding my stuff moved about in my room and my little wooden art doll in odd positions, it annoys me more than anything when people touch my stuff.. I make it my personal mission to keep dust out of my room, not that I wont get down and dirty when I have to, I don't mind dirt but I rather have a half clean room to make up for the messy art stuff I have laying about.

Almost Christmas aye? Tomorrow is when it all goes down, it's funny because the build up to Christmas has been pretty lame if I don't say so myself, they canceled our carols by candlelight, or what ever they call it these days and I missed the Christmas parade because they failed to advertise it. No one seems to have any decorations up on there houses near by, we use to do the whole large glowing candy canes on the side of our path to our house along with lights, reindeer on the roof and a few other things but it gets so annoying when people keep vandalizing our stuff each year, anyways, have a merry Christmas everyone.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Small update.

Hey all, sorry I haven't been posting as much as I'd like to, but you all know how this time of the year is and all, not to mention with all the floods and fires going on I've been focusing a little more on the news.

So my animals have been acting weird, barking at the door when no one is there, we usually keep the screen door closed and the main door open so we can get plenty of cool air in this overly heated house. Speaking of that I've noticed a strange man outside our across the street neighbors, normally it would be nothing to be alarmed about but I know the people who live there and I've never seen this man there until recently, he hangs around outside by they're fence a lot, I can't see his face but I think he might of been the one who was sitting outside of my house in the middle of the road in his car, probably not though, I'm sure it's nothing.

Moving on from that Shawn, one out of three of our house guests (his they're son.) has been waking up continuously screaming each night, he keeps spouting something about killing something in his nightmare, speaking of nightmares I've had a few of my own a lot recently.

Sorry, I'm going to keep this short, I'm babbling because I'm tired, sorry If I made no sense at all! I'll update more often I promise.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

A mask and a man.

Sorry for the no new blog entries but some stuff has been going on, nothing too major though.

So it took ages before Donna showed up that day, she was extremely quite and didn't say much but her brother was with her (Which is rare.) but nothing much happened at her place other than the party and so forth. As usual I felt out of place at the party, everything was fine before guest started showing up and then I went completely quite as usual.

I was going to record the long trip to Donna's but I had that problem with my camera and had forgotten to bring it, I'm so kicking myself over that, everything seemed fine though on our trip back and such-Baaah! My dad came in to chat with me and I had to lean over to grab my tablet to show him and my laptop fell off of my lap, It bent my mouses port and made the screen go out of place, my laptop wont last much longer.. I've got to save up for a new one starting next year..

Where was I? Oh yeah, everything was fine even when I got home, despite the annoyance of our guests and such, another friend came up to our place at like the middle of the night crying and so forth because she was afraid of being beaten so we have 9 people in our house again.. Everything seemed to carry on as normal until yesterday when I glanced outside my door to see a brown car with a chubby guy in the car, this isn't what worries me though.

I passed it off as nothing until I noticed his car was sitting in the middle of the road in front of our house, It seemed like he was waiting for some one but he didn't bother using his phone or hitting his horn, I watched him from the corner of my eye for awhile as I went about my business, I didn't bother going outside to see who he was or what he wanted. So after awhile I tried to get a better look at his face which was covered by the dark shadows, I glanced at his lap which had a mask sitting in it, I was curious yet worried so I continued minding my business until he seemed to take off, I didn't hear his care take off so it must of been either a really quite car or I just wasn't really focusing on the noise around me at the time.

I slept a lot today, the rain does that to me, I slept almost 13 hours, I only remember waking up once and I quickly fell back to sleep, I feel really groggy and still half asleep even half an hour later.. So It looks like I will not only be getting art stuff but I might be getting a larger newer art tablet for Christmas, yay? What's this? My parents aren't being stingy? Sorry for the long ass post, I guess it makes up for my lack of blog writing right?

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Ticking.

Every so often I hear a loud ticking inside of my room, but the thing is I don't have a clock or watch, I do have a digital alarm clock but it doesn't make any noise, my friends have heard it too when they enter my room, the noise comes from my door but when I step out of my room I can't hear it. It's happened many times since I moved into this house, It happens at very odd times both during the day and night.

Donna was suppose to come pick me up hours ago so we could head out to her place again and get ready for the party but I haven't heard a word from her and I can't seem to get in contact with her, It's probably nothing though, she probably just lost track of time or her and her boyfriend Dan, whom I cant get in contact with either.

What the heck? I delayed for a minute because I was checking my camera and when I turned it on it showed a video of the back of some guys head, I was confused because this is my camera and no one but me uses it and so I turned it off and on and the same two pictures and video was still there, so I plugged my chip into my laptop and checked it and my files were fine and it went back to normal and those other video's disappeared, It appeared as if they were in some sort of shop.. Very strange, I wish I had a chance to show Grant before they disappeared..

Anyway.. I'm going to wait awhile longer for Donna before I have a nap, hopefully she'll appear sooner or later so we can head on out. Maybe it got flooded out Donna's way since there are tons of floods happening around the place, I was expecting tons of bush fires but seriously It's been raining so much that people had to leave their homes.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Break.

Sorry for the lack of blogging but I've been busy, when I went to set out for town Donna knocked at my door and wanted me to come over, so of course I agreed because we don't get to spend much time together. I noticed something odd in the mirror, it was small and barely noticeable unless you were looking but when I glanced over at the rear view mirror on my side I seen a little symbol. (Donna was driving.)

It was a circle with an X through it, curiously I started at it for about forty minutes in silence until we arrived at her place and went inside. This didn't bother me until I got back into the car and noticed the small symbol had disappeared, I'm sure it was nothing to worry about but It almost felt like there was something odd about it..

Everything was fine until everyone went to bed and the room fell silent and dark, as I watched the light in the lounge room flicker on and off strangely I glanced over towards Donna's front glass door, I stared at it for awhile, watching as over time two large birds flew past the door and into the wall next to the door, Donna's front door doesn't point out towards roads or anything of the such, in front of the door is a wall along with a wall beside it as well.

The night made me glance about furiously since I couldn't sleep and was bored, I always hated being so close to a graveyards. It took me almost two hours to fall asleep, the same thing happened the second night as I awoke both times at 9 in the morning, tired, I felt like I hadn't gotten any sleep but I greeted my friends Donna and her boyfriend Dan with a smile. Not long after I had woken up a man came over and they all went outside but me, I could hear short sentences muttered between them but I didn't really feel like listening to them ramble.

I'm home for today since there is a party tomorrow I have to get ready and clean myself up for it since there will be a few old friends there whom I haven't had a chance to hang with, I came back tired only to find most of my food had been yet again stolen by my brother who promised to replace them, but he never replaces anything. Well I'm going to take a nap for now, ciao.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Lazy.

So I admit, I haven't done anything more with my cleaning but don't blame me! I keep getting woke up at odd hours of the night because my cat doesn't know how to be quiet and the lack of sleep is driving me up the wall, If I could drive it definitely would be.

I heard a little scratching last night but nothing out of the ordinary, my body clock is definitely out of wack, each time I go to bed I swear there's like a two or three hour difference from the other night, I'm going to end up being awake at one in the morning if I keep this up.

In other news I've been embarrassing myself around my family by jumping at shadows and such, I just feel a little on edge lately and I think it's probably because of the lack of sleep, I haven't been getting much and when I wake up lately it's usually because of the noise level and I feel like I hadn't slept at all.

So my reader total of one, nothing interesting has been going on but tomorrow I'm going to head into town for my usual stuff, like said, nothing interesting. I feel a little bit forgotten by one of my friends who keeps forgetting he was suppose to visit me, bleh.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Strange Noises.

Last night it was pretty much thunder storming which I do admit I get a little on edge when storms start, but I've been hearing a lot of scratching at my door and when I open it neither any of the cats or my dogs are anywhere to be seen. But that's not the thing that bugs me, I've been hearing the same scratching at my window, I don't have any tree's with in distance of my room in order for it to be a tree tapping the window, still, no one is around nor any animals. Coincidence?

My window is actually pretty far up off the ground, too far for even some one who's tall to touch my window, perhaps it's a bird or something? Or maybe a mouse?

Moving on from that it's been so hot around here lately I couldn't sleep until late last night so you know what I did nonexistent readers? I sat and cleaned through my old stuff, I found a few of my old books and threw away most of the books and such that had scribbles all threw them. I actually really love to draw even as a child I was always drawing, but that's unimportant I suppose.

Maybe I'll show off some of the pictures on this blog at a later time, right now my scanner has been acting weird and my television wont stop making weird buzzing noises even when it's not plugged in, is that normal? Probably is..

I'm going to have to spend the rest of the day moving out all the trash I shoved in my garbage bags outside to my bins, I really hate sleeping during the night to be honest, that also means going outside alone in the dark is a no no unless some one else is with me, thankfully, right now it's day time. Yay for cleaning.. It seemed like a good idea last night but now It doesn't seem like such a smart idea when my neck and back are pretty much aching.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Introduction

My name is Samantha, call me Sam if you must, but I'm making this blog for no reason really.. I don't except anyone to see this or even comment, this blog is sort of about me and my life I suppose, probably will just be ranting here and there on my life and the weird things that go on around me. (I'm like a weird magnet, I'm pretty weird myself..)

when I was younger I had all these strange events going on around me but I also have memories missing from my mind, I was told it would be best that I keep a journal or a blog about the things that go on in my life since I seem to forget things so easily. My father seems to think I'm so forgetful because I'm stupid and don't eat fish, sorry people, I don't like the taste of most sea food.

I do remember that my years as a child living in the forest surrounded by tree's was certainly something fearful, oh though I use to love the forest at times, I remember being a frightened little child who would sit and cry myself to sleep out of terror when ever I seen a strange shadow or a spider.

I'm of course a female and I'm 18, I was born in may, my time is of course different to others since I live somewhere I shall not disclose to even my nonexistent readers, but I'll leave the clock as it is for my own personally reasons. 

I live with my family consisting of five including myself and my childhood friend, my family doesn't have the best relationship but we bare with each other, I mean, I can't cook and I'm not about to start learning so I leave that to my mother, I do help around the house though.